disclaimer: I know this is a safe haven for these kinds of stuff pero I still just want to put it our there na what I'm about to share is not to hate my x but to share that these kinds of people do exist.
So my x never wanted to fix anything whenever we fight as she would say "ang drama drama mo". All I wanted was to fix what needs to be fixed since I am prepairing myself to be with her. Unfortunately she did not reciprocate whatever love I had for her.
4 years, still a bit new pero never have I ever met with her friends or family. Not even on social media. I'm kinda good looking naman base kela mama at sa kundoktor ng jeep (lol) kidding aside, there's really no plausible reason why she wouldn't introduce me to her folks. But still, I loved her so I let it pass.
Moving on, I felt that I was being abused when we no longer have any intimate time together, maski holding hands or walk beside her was not allowed. One time I tried to hold her hand and guess what? got punched, I know I may be over dramatic pero damn dude, she has an arm that can do damage (strong af).
Still, I let it slide. Kaso the more I let those slide the more it got worse. I understand na kung masira ko yung phone nya dahil naupuan ko it is my responsibility to replace it (which I did). Pero I then realized I am being abused/used when nakaka 3 phone na sya saken. Like (omg) para akong dom na no honey. I'm a horndog I know pero I know my limits, if she does not want to I do not bother para kulitin sya. Pero is that healthy? I am your partner not even a glance/kiss/even hold hands? This all happened after our first year. From the 2nd to the 4th year I mostly got from her was a bad reputation amongst my co-workers/peers/friends as well as words she said that I wish I can unhear as everytime I remember my self esteem goes all the way down.