Even in the title of this thread you'll know its me.
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First of all, I will introduce myself as a simple/ordinary/natural/common human being, (yes i know, this should have been placed in the introduction forum) but I want/need some or most of you to read this.
There is something, so called as an awakening. My awakening, even though not complete happened to me in highschool. It started when I have dreamt of standing aside my sleeping body and every touch coming from my dreaming self would make the sleeping body feel the sensation (touch). After I woke up I had realized so many things about our existence, that experience made me think about things, about existence. I began to question religion, beliefs, and everything else. At that time I was a SAKRISTAN at my local parish (also my catholic highschool) when i started to leech informations from the local priests hoping to answer my questions but none of them gave me even a bit, this priests spoked with me like I was a child who isn't aware of things, how shame are the priests in the Catholic religion.
It was only in my graduate studies that I have found out that these priests do not care about your beliefs, they have already know the truth (most of them). Priesthood is even a course haha.
After I finished a degree, I went to study more but unfortunately I was caught up in the middle of a struggle. I got depressed (cause maybe I stopped smoking weed for 5 months). After that 5 months, i began to dwell in the Deepweb and the things Ive seen quickly changed my perception of life and existence as I perceived it.
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SUMMARY OF WHAT I HAVE SEEN
-We are not alone
-Humas are not the most intelligent lifeform
-The God you worship in the Bible is not the real GOD (alpha and omega)
-Baptism by fire is near
-Humans existed more than the 20000 year threshold
-If early humans evolved from apes, why haven't apes in present times evolve already? (Answer: Genetic Engineering) Who ? O Common, you really believe present humans are the most advanced species ? We have only existed for more than 20000 years as mainstream scientists proposed, Imagine a species existing for a million or even billions of years (cycles in your star).
Humans are nothing but a speck in this cosmos, we may or we may not have are purpose.
