I'm still in my journey of finding the purpose to my own existence. Let alone the entire population of the world, microbes, fungi, plants, animals and mankind. I'm not even halfway through my life expectancy, pero minsan pag iniisip ko yung meaning ng life nanliliit lang ako. I feel like everything is futile and anything and everything I do is meaningless in the grand scheme of things. On the other hand pinanghahawakan ko nalang yung sinabi sa'kin ng friend ko. "The meaning of life is what you make of it." Siguro tuloy nalang talaga ako, kahit di ko alam direksyon ko. Regardless if we were made by God, or God is just a manmade concept para gawin panakot satin.